Some of you may have guessed that although the stories I’ve been writing are fully fictional, they are actually inspired by true events and real people.

And it is not hard to guess that most of the female characters in the stories are actually loosely built around my personal real life experiences. They were dramatised or exaggerated for entertainment of course.

The character that overlaps most with my real life is Sally.

My beloved husband (most closely overlapping with “Harry”) first started attempting to loan me out to other men about more than a year ago. It was not as easy as it sounds. He started with finding young men – most of whom wanted to take it up but eventually didn’t as they thought it was a hoax. And some, I turned down because I did not feel safe with those characters.

After many months, the first and second bull finally happened. You can read series SH04 to get the drift of the 2nd (and main) bull up to the current point in my life. Future evolutions may be added later.

The thing I wanted to share here is the unexpectedness of how things are turning out.

First of all, it shocked me (and hurt me) to learn that my husband desired to watch me get fucked by other men. I asked if he felt no jealousy. He said no. In fact, he was looking forward to the day excitedly and would feel very proud of me.

He first booted the idea almost 2 years ago. That’s how long it took me to finally say yes. He never forced. He only mentioned his desire from time to time… until I got used to the idea and said yes.

So I thought that was that. He found it fun when he watched me fucked by bull Num 1 and Num 2. He got real hard and loved me even more.

Bull Num 1 did not feel like much. I just found it awkward to spread my legs open to a total stranger… and … to let my husband watch us. He slobbered all over me, fingered me roughly and rammed me hard. It made me feel cheap. But my husband loved it, and egged me to meet another man… which led me to Bull Num 2.

Bull Num 2 turned out to be a sadist who slapped me around and doggied me brutally, much to my husband’s excitement. When I was not comfortable to suck him, he held my head and hair and moved my head to facefuck me instead, much to my husband’s delight.

After a few meetups, he privately asked me to become his woman instead, and allow him to loan me out to other men. He was sure he was going to get so hard watching other men pound me, and that it would bring him great pleasure to reclaim me after the other man is done.

I told my husband about it and, to my surprise, he told me to go ahead and ackowledge Bull Num 2 as my owner as well! I said how could I have more than 1 owner? Who do I obey? He said I will manage – just obey.

Gaining more confidence about me from Bull Num 2’s request, hubby upped the game and requested that I offered myself up for MFM, then followed by a gangbang, and then perhaps a sex party. Told me to obey all the men I serve.

Hubby has encouraged me to meet a prospective Bull Num 3. We’ve had discussions over texting. And even before we have met, Prospective Bull Num 3 has already requested to own me and sub-let me out to his sexless friends and couple friends. Note that Bull Num 3 does not know about hubby’s request nor what Bull Num 2’s plans. He just has the same idea!

With these 3 male “samples”, makes me wonder if this is a very common fantasy among men. To own a woman, loan her out to others, and reclaim her to exhibit their ultimate ownership over the woman.

Hubby really wants me to say yes to Bull Num 3. I’ve yet to meet him in person. I’ll decide after meeting him.

If I accept him as another bull who is also my owner, that makes me triple-owned.

At first, I started doing this for my husband’s pleasure. Hubby started calling me his little slut wife. As time passes, it appears that I am doing more and more for more men’s pleasure. When I got owned by Bull Num 2, he called me his fucktoy. If I get taken by Bull Num 3, I will feel like a … thing. With each addition of owner, I feel the added humiliation and degradation.

If you feel that I’m doing all these against my will… I am not. Despite their aggressive objectification of me, all the men have taken good care of me … always looking out for my well-being. After (ab)using me for their pleasures, they will sooth and assure me and made sure I adjust back to the “real world” just fine… I always return quickly to my regular wifely and motherly duties without any fuss or hiccups.

I feel safe with them. If I do not feel safe, I would not allow myself to get owned by them.

All are alphas. They each will reclaim me after each loan. But there is one ultimate alpha at the top – my “Harry”… and me being his wife makes him proud.

Are you a “Harry” or a “Sally” or such a “owner-bull” in your own life? I hope you can share your own journey with me.